Deborah James heartbreakingly says dying is hard as she struggles to get out of bed

Deborah James heartbreakingly says dying is hard as she struggles to get out of bed


Deborah James has heartbreakingly said "dying is hard" as she opened up to fans about her end of life care.

The 40 year old podcast host explained she is now sleeping more than not as she battles the end stages of bowel cancer.

Following her heartbreaking "goodbye"post which sparked support, heartfelt messages from thousands and raised millions for Cancer Research UK, the brunette beauty has shared another update with her followers.

Despite her difficulties, mum-of-two Deborah, who is married to husband Sebastien Bowen, has managed to keep her sense of humour and incredibly caring nature, as she fought her way back onto Instagram to announce the release of her new T-shirt with In The Style.

The top, which reads the poignant slogan "Rebellious Hope", is available in a number of colours and 100 per cent of the profits from sales will be going straight to the Bowelbabe Fund for Cancer Research.

"If you want to know how my day is going this is classic!" Deborah told her followers. "This was due at 12 to launch and thankful @inthestyle were on it to go live!

"I on the other hand was having one of those days (sadly like a lot of my days now). But I’ve only just been able to be awake enough to do this!"

The star then said honestly: "Argh dying is hard you know!! Thank you for your continued support, and kind messages. link below and in stories."

As well as explaining just what the new message stands for, the star said creating the new garments has been one of the only things "keeping her going" over the last few days, as she gushed with pride over her new T-shirts.

"I talk about this quote a lot ‘Rebellious Hope’ – it’s truly what has got me through the last five years and I have been blow away by just how many of you have been supporting and wearing my t-shirt design I’ve designed with @inthestyle…," Deborah went on.

"I’ve been up and down over the last couple of days being honest but where I’ve had the strength I’ve been discussing ideas and we have decided to do these two final designs at your request and it’s fair to say I absolutely LOVE them!

"The black T-shirt is a fitted style with gold foil – I wanted to create a more dressy option and I love it.

"Then the most popular request was a pink one so we’ve created this as a ‘standard fit’ style – alongside my original white one which is a more oversize fit," the star added.

It comes as Deborah shared an emotional post a day earlier allowing fans to have a glimpse at one of her special family memories.

The TV and radio personality, who is mum to children Hugo, 14, and Eloise, 12, was over the moon and couldn't stop crying when she was presented with a gorgeous pink girly sleepover to enjoy with her daughter and close family.

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Posing in a number of images with satin pyjamas and accessories, the star revealed she'd been having a tough time of late.

"Making memories can be hard why you are dying! Oh the pressure!!" she said. "I’m now only getting some very grabbed hours between the sleeping and side effects, but this girly sleepover managed to put such a smile to my face having spent most of yesterday in tears!

"I’m getting less and less able to leave the house, or bed really now, so was feeling pretty down about it. Or do anything for that matter!" the star continued. "But my sister suggested a party sleepover!"

Deborah was showered with balloons, floral fairy lights, and gorgeous bedding and an array of pink treats as she grinned for snaps with her family at home, as she went on to share that she was finally crying "happy tears" and enjoyed watching Cinderella with her daughter.

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